serafina20: (avengers_cap)
So, a couple months ago, I got really into imagining my classroom when I get back to it. I decided that I would really like a princessy-girly room done in lavender and white with pictures of Disneyland everywhere. I even put that up in my dining room, which is my current classroom. And I was super happy with that.

And now, it's all about Captain America and The Falcon and Winter Soldier and I'm like, "Tear it all down and make it superheroes!!!!"

This is why I don't have themes in my classroom. I can't stay one person long enough to commit.
serafina20: (thor_god)
I just barely survived my first three days of school.

I'm already questioning if I'm doing them wrong after talking to my co-teacher. Although, really.... I think she's doing it wrong. Who keeps a child working through virtual recess during the first three days? Or any days?

I digress.

I was supposed to go hiking today. I've been really looking forward to trying a new trail. But, now that I'm here, and in the middle of a heatwave, and dealing with screwed up feet... All I feel like doing is sitting and relaxing today.

The problem? I told the kids I was going hiking and it feels like I made a commitment. And I realize that's the stupidest statement anyone has ever made, but there we are.

Can Covid be over now? I want to go back to normal.

4 More Days

Jun. 1st, 2018 06:50 pm
serafina20: (white collar_sara)
There are four more days left of this school year and I am… hanging in there the best I can. This week was interesting because we did all the traditional last week of school activities. Tuesday, we the school talent show, which took an hour and a half. Then, we had to go back to class and teach. Which was hard. Hard for me and hard for the students. Thursday was the final awards ceremony which was also well over an hour. And then today we had the school carnival which is an hour of playing games outside before heading back in and having to maintain some semblance of normalcy.

It’s been rough. If my motivation to be there is low, I know the kids are worse. All I can think of is Disney World and how I am SO CLOSE to getting to go. But I have to do teacher things like report cards and cleaning my room. Luckily, I am done with report cards, I’ve made all the copies I need for next week, and my room is decent. There’s still some stuff that needs to come down, but that’s mostly just student work and anchor charts. Student work will start coming down next week and anchor charts will come down Wednesday or Thursday (the last day!!).

Today, the last hour of school, we did painting. I broke out the water colors and let them do whatever they wanted (provided it was school appropriate). Once again, some of the kids were done in fifteen minutes while others took the whole time. Luckily, I got some magnetic shapes from Toys R Us over the weekend, so the students who were done could do some engineering. I was impressed with the results:
Link to post with pictures

So, next week, we’re making our Important Book, which is a class book I make every year where every kid gets to write what’s important about them, as well as their favorite things. We’ll do some math mystery pages where we try to solve where… some sort of gremlins hid something? I don’t remember. But it’s fun. And I’m going to make them read the last story in the reading anthology, learn some vocabulary and high frequency words, and maybe do some writing. We’ll get through this.

Four more days. Also, 24 days.
serafina20: (avengers_cap)
Due to a convergence of things, my class was nonstop activities today. First, in ELD, the kids worked together to create an imaginary pet. We discussed animals–real and imaginary–that might hatch from an egg. We then talked about combining some of them to make them purely imaginary–like a chicken-wolf or a parrot-dragon. They’re really excited about the activity; tomorrow they’ll finish writing their paragraphs, draw their pictures, and present to the class.
Then, in math, we did a lesson I found somewhere online, probably in Instagram. It was making two dimensional shapes with marshmallows, then labeling each shape with their name, sides, and vertices. It was a lot of fun for the kids, but stressful for me because I couldn’t find toothpicks at Target yesterday and we almost didn’t have enough. Luckily, the science program had an extra box that I could borrow from, and we just eeked it out (without using too many of those toothpicks). The projects turned out really well

link to post with pictures

We glued the marshmallows to the construction paper. I’d have loved to hang them up on the wall, but then I’d go to school tomorrow to find ants crawling all over my walls, so, no thanks.

Then, after lunch, we did Contraction Surgery. I found the activity on Teacher’s Pay Teachers and have been looking forward to doing it all year. Basically, kids are given two words, like can not, then have to cut the ‘o’ out of ‘not’ and replace it with an apostrophe. Since it’s “surgery”, the apostrophe was drawn on a band-aid. They had a little booklet that said “Dr.” where their name went, and I went around calling them “Dr.”. If they messed up, I’d say, “Doctor, look at the board. How many ‘n’s’ in the contraction ‘can’t’.” I meant to buy masks and *maybe* gloves for them to wear while the did their surgery, but I was so overwhelmed at Target yesterday, it slipped my mind. I almost forgot the band-aids as it was!

Then, after we finished that, it was time for science. Each group got a disassembled flashlight. They had to draw a picture of the pieces, then work together to assemble the flashlight and get it to work. Then, they drew the flashlight and answered some questions about how they built it and what else is made from smaller pieces. They were really excited about the activity and had a lot of fun.

I only had a few kids who couldn’t hold it together. One girl just played with her marshmallows until they were mush. I was helping a kid who I knew would be too overstimulated and not be able to work on his own, so I didn’t noticed until very late the activity. I was a little frustrated at her, because the last few days, she’s been slipping into old patterns of not working and just daydreaming (and she had marshmallow and toothpicks in her hair), but we got through it. Then, during the contraction surgery, one of the kid got completely overstimulated and started shouting and dancing around instead of working. I had to talk to him about his behavior and threaten to tell his mother about it. He got back to work, but ended up staying in for part of recess to finish.

The funny part was, the kids who finished their two-dimensional shapes early were allowed to make a cube. I had the kids take them home. Not a one made it past the parking lot. By the time parents came to pick up the kids, all the marshmallows were gone and all that was left was a stack of sticky sticks. Ah, kids.

He's Back!

Apr. 30th, 2018 05:31 pm
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Kung-fu Monkey came back today! The student sort of sheepishly came up with him in hand and gave him back to me. I thanked her for doing it and rejoiced. I’m so happy!!

Yay!

Also, I posted about the joys of doing watercolors with second graders here: There's Always One
serafina20: (dw_nine)
Well, he’s not really dead. But I guess he’s dead to me.

Thirteen years ago, one of my students brought me a gift: a Starbucks gift card and a monkey-puppet. He was very fond of showing me how the monkey could do kung-fu, so the monkey was soon named Kung-fu Monkey. That monkey has been with me in every classroom since. He’s gotten kids through the trauma of their parents leaving them, fights with friends, sick days. He’s been with kids when they’ve passed tests or finished their first chapter book. He’s been a staple, and the kids love him. For the past few years, one of the rewards the kids could earn was having a stuffed animal sit at their desks for the day. Kung-fu monkey has always been the first to be snatched up.

One of my students took him home. And lost him. I’ve been slowly increasing the consequences all week in an attempt to get him back. She’s gotten an infraction and has lost one recess a day for two days.

Today mom called. She wanted to know what she needed to do so her daughter didn’t have to miss recess. Obviously, besides return my puppet.

So, that’s it. Parents don’t care. Child doesn’t seem to care. I will talk to her tomorrow and tell her that she’s taken something very special from me and hurt me very badly, but it wont’ do any good. Kung-fu monkey has moved on.

We’ve had good times, pal. I’m sad to see you go.
serafina20: (avengers_cap)
I’m just crabby this week. It’s been a weird week. Like, yesterday, I was out half day for a training, only in the middle of that training, I had to run back to school to do data analysis on a test we took a month ago. We got through the analysis, only to realize we were analyzing the wrong test, so we had to do it all again. Then, I ran back to the training to find that they were doing the part I was most looking forward to–math games–and were almost done. And then I went back to school and had to teach. It was just… weird.

Anyway, one of my students is on a daily monitoring system where he has three goals and I check in with him every few hours to see how he doing on those goals. Then, at the end of the day, he checks in with the counselor to discuss how he did. One of his goals is “Keep hands to yourself.”

I decided that it was imperative we get out to PE today. We don’t get out as much as we need to, and we had some time, so out we went. We were playing kick basketball, and the first kid kicked the ball, they play was done, everyone was excited. My darling was so excited that he ran up to me and smacked me in the head.

“Please don’t hit me on the head,” I said, because, dude. Don’t hit the teacher in the head.

“I didn’t. I just touched you.”

*sigh*

So now, instead of it being a little thing were he did something, I told him not to, and he apologized, I have to go into the whole “we don’t touch people and if we do touch people and they ask us not to, we say we’re sorry and DON’T TOUCH PEOPLE.” It just sort of put a damper on PE. And then, I’d already filled out his goal sheet so I wasn’t able to change it. Not a big deal in the grand scheme of things, but, man, I hate being hit in the head.

(also, plugging my BookTube channel again. Come watch me talk about books)
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Link to post with picture of me

So, a big thing in education is teaching kids when something is reporting and something is tattling. But, honestly? Sometimes I’m not sure of the difference myself. Or, sometimes, it’s not as clear cut as all that and everything is muddled and it makes me feel frustrated.

Take this )
serafina20: (white collar_sara)
I have a student who is not able to subtract single digit numbers to 8 fluently. He’s been struggling with it for awhile. His parents came to Math Night and were taught some games to play with him to help increase his fluency. They’ve bought flash cards. I recommended some apps. I also suggested that Mom made sure he did his homework every night (finishing his timed tests).

Mom said, “I try, but then he gets mad at me.”

What I said was something like, “Oh. Well, it will help him out, giving him the extra practice he needs.”

What I should have said was, “That’s okay. It’s okay if he gets mad at you. You need to set the boundaries and enforce them, even if he gets mad.”

I just… don’t have the confidence. And it sucks because, by this time, I’m not the youngest person in that room like I was when I was a beginning teacher and I should have developed the confidence by now.

This was not the only conference where I should have said something I didn’t either. I had another one where one of my students is starting to display disrespectful behavior towards me. I told Mom, hoping to get a, “Well, I will talk with him and if he continues the behavior, there will be consequences, so let me know.” What I got was, “I know! He’s the same way with me! I tell him to do something and he won’t do it. I don’t know what to do.”

Again, that boundaries and consequences things was what should have come out of my mouth. But, instead, I said I was going to start cracking down on him at school, taking away recess (we get two 20 minute recess blocks; he can miss 10 minutes for being disrespectful and still have time to get his energy out on the playground), giving infractions, etc.

But I wish I’d said the boundaries and consequences thing. That’s something I’m going to practice this summer so it’s in my arsenal next time it comes up.

Because next time, I will have the confidence to say it.

104 days to Disney World.
serafina20: (spn_dean eyes)
Friday, students were finishing up work while I did something at the back table. Student A, whom I shall call Sally, came up to me.

“Jill (student B) asked if she can fix her desk.”

I look at Sally, and then across the room at Jill. Jill is shy, so I let it pass. Both are done with their work, so I said that Jill could fix her desk (by fixing she meant clean and organize it).

About a minute later, Jill came up to me. “Sally asked if she can fix her desk.”

I look at her. I look at Sally. I look to the heavens. And I say yes. Both desks got cleaned. Both students technically asked if they could do it. Life moves on. But why they had to ask like that is a mystery unknown to man.

Tomorrow I get to try to teach with a voice that’s trying to disappear. We’re testing this week, so I really want to be there. Plus, we’re starting our monster building projects, which won’t require much talking on my part. If it gets too bad, I’ll stay home Thursday, but I can do it tomorrow. I hope.

At least my voice chose this week to disappear instead of next week when it’s parent conferences last year. Did those sick last year and it was not fun. This way, I’ll be healthy again by next week, because that’s the way it works. Right?



111 more days until Walt Disney World!
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So, Friday, second grade took a field trip to the “local” natural history museum. I say “local” because my school is in the middle of nowhere and it takes an hour to get to the natural history museum. Which isn’t bad, but when you’ve got over about 80 people squeezed onto one bus, three to a seat, it feels like it’s forever.

I’m going to start out by saying that the kids were awesome. They were well behaved, attentive, well mannered, and put up with everything that happened beautifully. Honestly, except for one thing, they probably weren’t aware of the snags the field trip hit, which is good. But they handled everything well.

So, the field trip was to the natural history museum. There were three stations: the “classroom”, where they learned about monarch butterflies; the museum, where they did a scavenger hunt; and the sanctuary, where they got to see butterflies in the wild. What was supposed to happen was one class took a station and rotated through, but one of the docents was unavailable, so my class was split and we did the museum/classroom first, had lunch, then all went to the sanctuary after. This turned out to be a good thing, because one of the other teachers lost their voice, so I went with her class so I could be her voice.

The first snag was the trip to the museum. We got lost. The bus driver missed both possible exits and ended up taking us to the next town. Finally, another teacher went up front and, using her phone, guided him in the right way. Unfortunately, it was the back way, which is a long, winding, twisting, turning road through tall trees. It’s absolutely beautiful, but not much fun to do when you are on a bus of loud children. Especially when the bus driver decides to go way to fast through the curves and twists. It was just not fun. But, we got there in one pieces, sadly right on time so we were unable to give the kids their snacks (but that turned out to be a good thing, actually).

The museum tour and classroom lesson were very good. The kids were really into it and one of my kids got turned into a butterfly. He was a natural showman about it, too, just very funny.

Then, it was time for lunch. About ten or kids had brought their lunch, so I took them back to the bus to get it. When I got back, it was to a livid teacher. The cafeteria did not pack enough lunches for everyone and we were 13 short. The really bad thing is none of us knew that kids were going to be bringing their lunch, so when we entered our count, it was for the full 75 students in the class. So, we were a lot short on lunches. Luckily, some of the parents had driven themselves, so they took a count of students without lunches and went to the local Safeway to buy food for them. In the meantime, we handed out granola bars to the kids without and fumed.

Last, we went to the sanctuary. First, we got lost again, but eventually we found our way. It’s a beautiful bit of forest where butterflies come to winter. Most of them had flown off already because it’s been so unseasonably warm, but there were still a good few. I missed most of it because I ended up on port-a-potty duty, watching the kids who had to go to the bathroom and giving hand sanitizer when they came out. It was lots of fun. But, that’s what teachers do.

Then, we went back out to get on the bus. Which was not there. We waited for about five minutes before another teacher decided to walk down the road to see if he was waiting anywhere. He was, but the fact that no one had made any arrangements for meeting him was just… ugh. So, we made it back onto the bus. This time, sadly, I was sitting next to the aisle seat so half my butt was hanging off the seat and my back got tweaked. I’m okay, but was so uncomfortable. But, we made it back to school without anymore disaster.

I have never been on such a poorly executed field trip before. And it wasn’t our fault. The teacher who set up the lunch orders checked several times that they would make enough lunches. And why did the bus driver get lost? Just… dude.

So, that’s over. We survived, the kids had a good experience (mostly) and it’s one more hurdle toward the end of the year. So. What’s the worst field trip experience you’ve ever had?
serafina20: (spn_dean blood)
Today was a yucky day. First, one of my students had breath so bad I could smell it before I identified where it was coming from. I hope it was just that they just hadn’t brushed their teeth and there’s nothing wrong, but… ugh. And they were sitting right next to me in class, so double ugh. Then, as we were waiting to board the bus for the bus evacuation drill, a student came up and told me she felt like she was going to throw up. I felt her and she felt a little warm, but I still told her to go get water and go to the bathroom. She made it two steps before she threw up on the grass.

Thank goodness we weren’t on the bus yet.

Then, after lunch, a student led another student to me. The other student was reluctant to come, so I thought something had happened at recess. No. The student had just thrown up. “But just a little bit,” she assured me.

*sigh*

With kids, there’s no in between. They either come up for every little scratch and bump, needing a bandage and reassurance, or they wait until they’re sick all over the place before complaining. I mean, I’d rather they not come up for everything, but I also hate dealing with sick. I’m not good at it. Half the time I start gagging so hard I get tears in my eyes, which is not a good look for a teacher, but it’s involuntary. Just like crying at sad parts in books.

Tomorrow if Valentine’s day, which I love because the kids love it so much. I, unfortunately, forgot to make bags or have them make bags, so I bought paper bags for them to decorate tomorrow. If we have time; it’s a short week and next week is shorter because we’re taking a field trip. But, we’ll work it out. I got them cookies and juice, they’ll hand out their Valentines, and we’ll have a good day.

Provided no one gets sick.
serafina20: (white collar_sara)
I had my second informal observation today. We were doing writing and I was in the back of the room juggling students when the principal walked in. I kinds of froze, because while I was working with students, I was also trying to grade spelling tests at the same time. My students are currently are writing research reports on animals, so some of them are reading books on Epic, which is an iPad app, and others are doing physical books and some are done with research and writing while others are coloring pictures of their their animals to add to their books and and and….

Meanwhile, I’m printing pictures of animals, handing out maps of the world and showing them what continent their animals live on. I’m editing papers, telling kids they need to add details (they are very stubborn when it comes to describing what the animal looks like; I keep having to remind them to tell me if it has fur or skin or scales, what color is it, how many legs, etc). Plus, I have about three non-readers/non-writers who need me to really hold their hand the whole way through so…

So, I’m doing a million things at once. It was chaos.

But… But…

She loved it. The principal was so happy with everything she saw. The kids were able to tell her what they were doing, the room was neat (not my desk, but otherwise), the kids were all working and the chaos was the good kind. The “room to grow” she had for me was for me to stick a magnet on the board next to the posted standards so it’s completely obvious what standard we’re working on. That’s it. The only suggestion.

This is the millionth great informal observation I’ve had. And yet, every time, instead of feeling like, “Yeah, it’s because I’m a good teacher and know what I’m doing”, I think, “Man, I got lucky she walked in while this was going on.” *sigh* I need to change my thinking around. I’m not lucky. I’m just good.
serafina20: (cap)
For reading intervention, my group has been working on the long vowel/silent e spelling pattern. Five weeks of reminding them that vowels make more than one sound, that the e at the end of the word means the vowel is long and….. AHHHHHHH. *tears out hair* And the last three days has been almost exclusively focused on the long u sound, because are really struggling with that sound, especially when writing (one child, even after being given the number of letters in the word and a reminder that the word is going to end in e no matter what, consistently spells it with double o. Like mute is moot. Sometimes moote. Or myoot).

Anyway, today was assessment day. The first girl, who has come to three intervention sessions in 5 weeks predictably got none right. My other three girls did fairly well. Then the only boy present came. Now, they were reading nonsense words to assess their ability to remember the rule and apply it to unfamiliar situations. So, he sat down, read the first word. It was something like, “mabe”. He read something like “smat.” So, I said, “What the rule?” because he gave me the short sound instead of the long and he said, sounding rather guilty, “Sound it out?” So, I said, yes and you know what? He went back and read the darn word right, with no extra sounds *and* with the long a! Now, he wasn’t consistent at either reading the letters that were there or the long sound, but he did much better after. So… success?

I will rip out my eyes if I have to teach this same spelling pattern for the next five weeks.

In other news, I got my luggage for the trip (I think):

(picture of a purple suitcase)

Yes, I was drawn to the fact that it’s the “Official Luggage of Disney World Resort and Disneyland” and the fact that it’s purple. I was doubly persuaded by the fact that since I first saw it a few months ago, it went on clearance was only about 30 bucks. The only concern is that it says it’s only got room for 1-3 days worth of luggage and I’m going to be gone for 7 days. But it’s okay because a) I need a new suitcase anyway and b) I can totally fit everything I need into it. I’ve watched about 20% of the packing videos on YouTube and read almost everything pinned on Pinterest. I’ve consulted the experts. I can squeeze things in.

I also got a new pair of shoes to test out for Disney World. There’s a lot of advice on shoes and what to wear. I know part of the time, I’ll be wearing my sneakers, which I’ve had for over a year and are well broken in and have never given me a bit of trouble (which means they will probably give me blisters day 1 of the trip). A few articles I saw mentioned Sketchers Go Walks, so I got a pair from the discount store the other day. They’re really comfortable and they are definitely my new go-to shoes for school. But, the second day I wore them, they rubbed a little weird on my feet. I was wearing socks I won’t be wearing at the park, so I’ll try something I’ll actually wear at the park tomorrow, but I’m not sure. I have to walk more in them.

Next up, I’m going to go down the rabbit hole and try Crocs. Specifically, this pair, which, despite being Crocs are really cute. And, they might be better to wear in the rain than the Go Walks, since I’ve heard it rains a lot during the summer in Florida. Again, I’ve read a lot of good things about them online, and one of the vloggers I follow, the Bookish Princess, wears them. So, maybe. I’ve got time to decide.

137 days to go!

I need a Disney icon.
serafina20: (dw_nine)
Link to wordpress with picture

So, today the math book read:
Mrs. Herrell had 427 pinecones. She gave 249 pinecones to her children. How many pinecones does she have now?

I think the real question is why does Mrs. Herrell have so many pinecones and why has no one called "Hoarders" on her? I don't know why this was the question that broke my suspension of disbelief, but it was.

Today I continued my seemingly futile quest to get the kids to count up when they subtract.  We did 30-19 and they solved it in a variety of ways: decomposing, regrouping in their heads, imagining a number line, using the hundreds chart.  But the target skill?  Nope.  *sigh*  Ah well.  It's only the fourth number talk we've done on this skill.  They'll get there.

I was also able to talk about my favorite thing today.  In ELD, we had the vocabulary word "patient".  I told the kids that I had to be really patient right now because I was going to Disney World in 140 days and I want to go right now.  But it's a long way away, so I had to wait calmly for a long time.  They were super impressed, although one kid immediately said, "I never get to go on vacation!"  So I told him that I've never been either, and when he was grown up, he could go to Disney World or wherever he wanted.  He just had to be patient.  Vocabulary in action.  It's a beautiful thing.

140 more days!
serafina20: (thor_god)
Link to blog post, because I accidentally copied it instead of the post

This week has been all over the place! Just crazy! The hardest part was when one of my kids came to me and said, “I want to tell you something sad.” He proceeded to tell me about his grandfather, who’d been hurt and…

And then my poor kid dissolved into tears and couldn’t talk anymore. I was left hanging, unsure if the grandfather was still alive, trying to console him and get the rest of the class to do what they were supposed to (we were in the library). I finally asked him if he wanted to talk to the counselor, who’s one of his special friends at school. He did. Luckily, the grandfather is still alive, just injured, and my poor baby wasn’t sure if being hurt meant he was going to die or not. The kid rebounded just fine and we signed a get well card for his grandfather.

Then the last two days have been nothing but wardrobe malfunctions. On Wednesday, I wore my darn dress backwards. And then, today, the backs of my earrings kept falling off. One disappeared in the classroom and the other disappeared into a crevice in my car. I’m really bummed, because they were Beauty and the Beast rose earrings and the backs of them had little flower petals. They were from this set at Hot Topic. Totally bummed.

But, in good news, my birthday wishes have started rolling in. My childhood dentist sent a card after I paid an emergency visit to him over Christmas break. I’ve got $5 to spend at Hot Topic, $15 at New York and Company, $5 from Charming Charlie, and $5 from Kohl’s. I also got a free milkshake from Ruby’s, but since there’s no Ruby’s by me, I’ll have to skip that one. In the meantime, it looks like I’ve got a mini-shopping spree to go on.

144 more days until Disney World!!
serafina20: (hannibal_eyes suck)
1. Every sentence starts with a capital. Yes. Every single one. All the time.

2. You always have to regroup in subtraction if the number on the bottom is bigger. Even if I don’t remind you. You can’t solve the problem by taking the bottom number and subtracting the top. It’s not possible. No, it’s not. Not even if you want it to be.

3. You must start adding in the ones place. Every time. Even if you know how to add the hundreds.

4. You’re not allowed to run in the walkways EVEN IF there is no teacher around to remind you.

5. Yes, you need to do the word problem.

6. My name is not Teacher.
serafina20: (cap)
But not from the classroom. We’ve been quite busy the past week, getting back into the swing of things and implementing new technology.

The Friday before Winter Break ended, the teachers had professional development. I went to sessions on Google Classroom, SeeSaw, and are in the classroom, and interventions. They were interesting, although I still don’t see how Google Classroom is supposed to help me as a second grade teacher (the person leading the session was a high school or middle school teacher and the session was geared to setting up Google Classroom). But the session on SeeSaw was more helpful, and I’ve actually been using it.

The first thing I did was set up an activity for them. I got a subtraction word problem from the book, wrote it and recorded myself reading it. Then, I uploaded the work mat they’ve been using to subtract so they could draw on it. It looked like this (32 – 19): link to picture

The next day )
serafina20: (spn_dean blood)
I survived the first day back!! I almost didn’t think I was going to make it. I woke up to rain, which I expected but still hoped that maybe it would wait until after school. But, alas, rainy day all day. Then, as I was driving to school, I realized that I’d forgotten my lunch. So stupid, because I made it last night and had it ready to go, but for some reason when I went into the kitchen to get my water bottle, lunch just completely slipped my mind. Luckily, I get to school fifteen minutes before I need to (which is a half hour before school starts), so I had time to run to Subway and get a sandwich. I knew there wasn’t going to be time at lunch, and I was not going to subject myself to whatever they’re calling food these days in the cafeteria (plus, I only had a 20 and they don’t have change for twenties in the cafeteria).

I won’t tell you the state of the coffee pot, which was not emptied before winter break (not my job because I didn’t make coffee the last few days of school; whoever did should have emptied it). I just threw the pot in the sink to soak and resigned myself to the flavored coffee at the Keurig (I’m not a fan of flavored coffee, but coffee at recess is one of the things that makes me happy so….) But, the coffee god washed the coffee pot and brewed regular coffee, so I got my coffee at recess the way I like it! Yay!

The kids were good. They were tired and draggy, but well behaved. They (mostly) remembered how to subtract, which we reviewed today. I struggled with one student who needs help but just. Wouldn’t. Follow. Directions. I pulled a group, including him, and he kept refusing to get over to the table. I finally started without him because it wasn’t fair to the other kids. We finished early so I was able to work with just him but, man, I really had to dig deep to remain patient.

So, yeah, made it through. And tomorrow I get a new student. He’s the… nephew or something of one of the other teachers, brand new from Mexico and doesn’t speak any English. This will be a challenge. I’ve done this before, but with older students. It’ll work out. I can do this.

And Done!

Dec. 15th, 2017 10:11 pm
serafina20: (pb_alex's eyes)
I made it through today! I gotta tell you, it was excruciating. Having to sit there for hours on end and listen to someone talk was just… guh. I did not want to be there. None of us did. We were like the kids, wiggly and inattentive and when it hit 3:00, we just could not focus any more. Mercifully, they let us go at 3:15, a whole ten minutes early! I felt bad for the presenter, who was honestly very good and presented a lot of valuable things, but it was just the wrong day for an in-service.

Plus, the whole thing made me feel kind of bad. I’ve been going to math training all year, and I’ve been trying to incorporate the strategies and number talks and everything, but this in-service just seemed to highlight how much I’m failing. My students can do the work–sort of, most of the time–but they aren’t flexible in their thinking. I mean, they were showing videos of kids doing problems like 26 + 49 in their heads, saying things like, “I know 20+40 equals 60 and 6 + 9 equals 15 and 60 + 15 is 75, so 6 + 49 is 75.”

I don’t think my kids can do that. Not in their heads. And I know they don’t know what the equal sign means. I haven’t taught open number lines (I didn’t know what an open number line was), they can add ten without counting up 10 ones, and…… and on and on. I fell like I haven’t taught anything this year, or, what I have taught, I’ve taught all wrong.

Luckily, I’m to excited about winter break to let it cast too much of a pall over me. I mean, I’ll just have to do better when I get back. Just because we’re working on subtraction now doesn’t mean I can’t go back and do addition number talks with them for a few minutes every day. It’ll be okay. And, I’ll make a vow to start strong next year.

In the meantime, IT’S WINTER BREAK!!!!!

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