Off to a promising start

[serafina20]

*grrrr!* So, I couldn't sleep all night since i was having panic attacks about the possiblity of subbign today. I was terrified about getting called, about not getting called, about the only job being open was on the other side of town where i couldn't get to and having to turn it down. My chest hurt from anxiety. I had a horrible dream where a little girl who'd been living in a hotel with her father was getting molested by the hotel owner and finally told her dad, only to find out the day was purposely pimping the little girl out. Then the little girl threw up. Then I thought *I* was going to throw up.

Then I woke up to find my cat throwing up on my bedspread.

Fuckcrapshitgoddamnit!

Anyway, I didn't get a job, I am exhausted, and now i have to go get my bedspread washed. Yah me. (said flatly)

Comments

[thefirethorn.livejournal.com]

ewwwwwww, and I'm sorry. Take the day off to review your strategy for subbing and know that you'll be awesome. Are you subbing all grades? I only worked K-3rd grade, and I had the time of my life. I would have been a sub for a living if it had paid enough.

[serafina20.livejournal.com]

I'm just subbing k-6 (or k-5, depending on the district; in two of them, 6 is middle school). It's not so much the actually subbing part, as finding the schools, getting called, getting their in time, etc. I should try subbing in the district I grew up in first since I know it, but they pay the least. Besides, I want to be hired by another district, so i want to start working there, you know?

I hope they call tomorrow. OTherwise i will be very sad and cry.

I'm not sure what episode the mood icon theme if from. It looks like they're in a hospital, but taht doesn't narrow it down all that much. :P I got the mood theme from here

[thefirethorn.livejournal.com]

oh, and your icon says "sad." What is that picture from? Poor wubby looks so dejected.