Ridiculous, I think so

I haven't gone to yoga since last Sunday. At first, I had other things on my mind, and then I staerted feeling sick. Friday was the worst sick day, but today I felt pretty good. So, I headed down for the 10 thirty class, even though I prefer the 9 o'clock one (I overslept. The teacher is better,t hough, and I like the harder level).

I get down there, and start having a panic attack. My chest starts hurting and I start sweating and I couldn't breathe. In my defense, the Sunday class is majorly crowded and the studio is small. I hate that.

So, I'm going to my absolutely favorite class on Monday night. There's like 2 to 3 people there, the teacher is fantastic, and I always leave feeling good. Then I'll hit a Sunday class so when I go see the relatives on Thursday, I'm relatively calm.

I hope.

Who has a panic attack going to yoga? Christ.

*sigh*

Can anyone call my mom and tell her that you can't make a holiday wish list when it takes too much energy to think of what you want and actually write it down?

*sigh*

So I'm already mauldin and depressed, my sister's home and already fighting with my parents, and I've chosen to watch Noises Off. It's a funny movie and everything, but I keep wanting to cry becuase of Christopher Reeve.

What's that other movie he was in? With Jane Seymore, I mean. I saw it recently and thought it looked interesting,a nd since I've finally started to do my holiday list, I figure, I might as well put it on.

Does anyone have any other ideas of things I might want for the holidays?