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Feb. 11th, 2004 09:13 pmNot going to comment on Velocity, but, for the first time in awhile, it's not because I"m depressed. I didn't see it, and what I did see didn't make me compelled to watch.
( However, there is one thing )
One of my friends from the center made me some CDs. Just because she thinks I needs some music to relax to. That's all. I'm so used to not existing in people's minds when we leave, I don't quite get it. I was literally shocked on Friday when a friend of hers I'd never met inquired about issues I was having with someone. People (in real life) just don't care about me like that.
And that brings me to something else: I don't get why these people like me. I don't think I've ever been friends with anyone without a 'reason' since elementary school. I mean, I've had friends because we did sports together, or we liked the same television show, or we were in the same play, or we were in fandom. Those are all reasons people like me. But the Center people seem to like me because I like girls and I'm human. That's it. We don't have much in common, but we have a really good time together and have things to talk about. It's fun. But a part of me doesn't quite understand. Which I know is very sad.
But, in good news, M. called me earlier. Yay!!
( Actor on Angel )
( However, there is one thing )
One of my friends from the center made me some CDs. Just because she thinks I needs some music to relax to. That's all. I'm so used to not existing in people's minds when we leave, I don't quite get it. I was literally shocked on Friday when a friend of hers I'd never met inquired about issues I was having with someone. People (in real life) just don't care about me like that.
And that brings me to something else: I don't get why these people like me. I don't think I've ever been friends with anyone without a 'reason' since elementary school. I mean, I've had friends because we did sports together, or we liked the same television show, or we were in the same play, or we were in fandom. Those are all reasons people like me. But the Center people seem to like me because I like girls and I'm human. That's it. We don't have much in common, but we have a really good time together and have things to talk about. It's fun. But a part of me doesn't quite understand. Which I know is very sad.
But, in good news, M. called me earlier. Yay!!
( Actor on Angel )