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Feb. 11th, 2004 09:13 pmNot going to comment on Velocity, but, for the first time in awhile, it's not because I"m depressed. I didn't see it, and what I did see didn't make me compelled to watch.
I was very happy that Lex didn't give Clark the money. Not because I hate Clark, so don't come in here and Clark-bash. Just because Lex has to stop being Clark's cure-all. He *knows* Clark is smarter than that, as
dolimir (I believe) said. He trusts him to work out his own problems, and wants him to learn to do it in a non-Luthor way (i.e. without always running for the wallet)
However. Clark. Seriously. Why did you lie about taking the car? This is the thing that drives me craziest about the writers. I get Clark lying about the big things, but they shouldn't have him lie about everything. Then Lex would look unreasonable when he demandes complete honesty, because Clark is being as honest as possible.
But, anyway. The episode looked boring otherwise.
One of my friends from the center made me some CDs. Just because she thinks I needs some music to relax to. That's all. I'm so used to not existing in people's minds when we leave, I don't quite get it. I was literally shocked on Friday when a friend of hers I'd never met inquired about issues I was having with someone. People (in real life) just don't care about me like that.
And that brings me to something else: I don't get why these people like me. I don't think I've ever been friends with anyone without a 'reason' since elementary school. I mean, I've had friends because we did sports together, or we liked the same television show, or we were in the same play, or we were in fandom. Those are all reasons people like me. But the Center people seem to like me because I like girls and I'm human. That's it. We don't have much in common, but we have a really good time together and have things to talk about. It's fun. But a part of me doesn't quite understand. Which I know is very sad.
But, in good news, M. called me earlier. Yay!!
So, I guess Mark Townsend is on Angel tonight. He's Lawson, played by Eyal Podell. Well, that's the closest face I can pin to the character.
I was very happy that Lex didn't give Clark the money. Not because I hate Clark, so don't come in here and Clark-bash. Just because Lex has to stop being Clark's cure-all. He *knows* Clark is smarter than that, as
However. Clark. Seriously. Why did you lie about taking the car? This is the thing that drives me craziest about the writers. I get Clark lying about the big things, but they shouldn't have him lie about everything. Then Lex would look unreasonable when he demandes complete honesty, because Clark is being as honest as possible.
But, anyway. The episode looked boring otherwise.
One of my friends from the center made me some CDs. Just because she thinks I needs some music to relax to. That's all. I'm so used to not existing in people's minds when we leave, I don't quite get it. I was literally shocked on Friday when a friend of hers I'd never met inquired about issues I was having with someone. People (in real life) just don't care about me like that.
And that brings me to something else: I don't get why these people like me. I don't think I've ever been friends with anyone without a 'reason' since elementary school. I mean, I've had friends because we did sports together, or we liked the same television show, or we were in the same play, or we were in fandom. Those are all reasons people like me. But the Center people seem to like me because I like girls and I'm human. That's it. We don't have much in common, but we have a really good time together and have things to talk about. It's fun. But a part of me doesn't quite understand. Which I know is very sad.
But, in good news, M. called me earlier. Yay!!
So, I guess Mark Townsend is on Angel tonight. He's Lawson, played by Eyal Podell. Well, that's the closest face I can pin to the character.
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Date: 2004-02-12 05:36 am (UTC)Re:
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Date: 2004-02-12 05:39 am (UTC)Oooh, that's how you picture him? or well, close to it anyway... Ok. Not so bad. heh. ;-)
*licks you*
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Date: 2004-02-12 05:41 am (UTC)So we'll have a face to do OTP icons once he's with his OTP, right? ;)
*licks you*
giggles
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Date: 2004-02-12 05:45 am (UTC)Heee! yup! I could make icons tomorrow, but then, we wouldn't be able to use them yet, or it would spoil all those other people who don't know what his OTP will be.
Oh well. You'll just have to hurry up with the writing. *grin* My hands are itching to start the icons...
*pets you*
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Date: 2004-02-12 02:06 pm (UTC)MAYBE you have a nice personality.
(It's hard to judge your own, you know.)
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Date: 2004-02-12 08:38 pm (UTC)(It's hard to judge your own, you know.)
Maybe, but after having so many friends who drop me the moment we stop sharing interests, or who won't introduce me to their friends because *their* interests are different interests from the ones that brought me and my friend together (and it never occurs to them taht, perhaps, I'm more than just a writer or a slasher or an actor or whatever), it's really hard to beleive there isn't something boring and uninteresting about me. My longest friendship has been 10 years (about) because everyone else gets bored/leaves/or is driven away. It can't be *all* them, so there's got to be something unlikable or annoying about me that no one cares to inform me of.