Just not my day
May. 22nd, 2003 11:29 amI have a final in an hour. Can't work up the energy to care. I woke up crying this morning at 5: 30. I'm not sure why. I was having a dream where my brother was reliving a day, but he couldn't change any of the events, just his attidute and behavior. I think I was going to be killed in a car accident by the end of the day, so he was trying to find ways to spend time with me, but he couldn't stop me dying.
The thing is, I think I made all of that up *after* I woke up sobbing. Like, in the dream, he was sititng there with some stranger talking about flowers or something. She said something referring to what I decided was the accident, and he looked all sad and shook his head. Which was when I woke up.
I also had a *lot* of dreams that I was getting married to or dating Clay Akiens. I guess if you joke around about that enough, your subconsious slips it in. Except, why haven't I *ever* had dream I was dating/married to Michael Rosenbaum or Seth Green?
I saw Seth on television this morning. Randomly caught him. So cute. Love him.
So, here I am. A little depressed and wonderig how the hell the COTW I'm writing is 40 pages and i haven't even gotten the charactes where I wanted them to go.
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1. Name your favorite character ever. Yes. You can only pick one. Maybe two:
Hmmmm toss up between Oz and Willow. Willow because I identified with her the most, and Oz because, God, I love him. (that's still picking one. It' s not like I'm saying it's Willow and Oz and Wesley.)
2. Give one line you love:
"It's a big rock. I can't wait to tell my friends. They don't have a rock this big." Spike in Becoming, part 1
3. Favorite three episodes. Maybe five:
"Doppelganger." Hands down my favorite episode. I've watched it so many times, I almost ruined the tape. There's just something about evil!Willow that's so sexy, and something about non-evil Willow in the leather that's so adorable. It has my favorite Anya moment (I'm (however old she is) just give me a freaking beer!)
"Halloween." Spike *and* Ethan
"Lie to Me." Probably the second most watched episode I have.
4. Favorite villain:
Huh. Toss up between Spike and the Mayor. I love the Mayor. The Mayor was cool.
5. Favorite song used in a scene:
"Virgin State of Mind." It was pretty much *the* reason I bought the CD, and it just went so well with Vampire!Willow's attitude when she was walking through the Bronze.
6. Favorite season:
I guess I'll say Season 2.
2. That's when my love was sealed.
7. Scariest episode:
"Killed by Death." I *hated* that episode. Children screaming disturb me and give me nightmares.
8. Best kiss/sex scene/romantic whatever... it can be tame or not:
I always liked Cordelia and Xander's first kiss. But then, the kiss Oz gave Willow right before they first had sex was great too.
9. Favorite relationship (of any kind):
Oz and Willow.
10. Set/location you'll miss the most:
The library. It felt like home. *sniff*
The thing is, I think I made all of that up *after* I woke up sobbing. Like, in the dream, he was sititng there with some stranger talking about flowers or something. She said something referring to what I decided was the accident, and he looked all sad and shook his head. Which was when I woke up.
I also had a *lot* of dreams that I was getting married to or dating Clay Akiens. I guess if you joke around about that enough, your subconsious slips it in. Except, why haven't I *ever* had dream I was dating/married to Michael Rosenbaum or Seth Green?
I saw Seth on television this morning. Randomly caught him. So cute. Love him.
So, here I am. A little depressed and wonderig how the hell the COTW I'm writing is 40 pages and i haven't even gotten the charactes where I wanted them to go.
[Unknown site tag]
1. Name your favorite character ever. Yes. You can only pick one. Maybe two:
Hmmmm toss up between Oz and Willow. Willow because I identified with her the most, and Oz because, God, I love him. (that's still picking one. It' s not like I'm saying it's Willow and Oz and Wesley.)
2. Give one line you love:
"It's a big rock. I can't wait to tell my friends. They don't have a rock this big." Spike in Becoming, part 1
3. Favorite three episodes. Maybe five:
"Doppelganger." Hands down my favorite episode. I've watched it so many times, I almost ruined the tape. There's just something about evil!Willow that's so sexy, and something about non-evil Willow in the leather that's so adorable. It has my favorite Anya moment (I'm (however old she is) just give me a freaking beer!)
"Halloween." Spike *and* Ethan
"Lie to Me." Probably the second most watched episode I have.
4. Favorite villain:
Huh. Toss up between Spike and the Mayor. I love the Mayor. The Mayor was cool.
5. Favorite song used in a scene:
"Virgin State of Mind." It was pretty much *the* reason I bought the CD, and it just went so well with Vampire!Willow's attitude when she was walking through the Bronze.
6. Favorite season:
I guess I'll say Season 2.
2. That's when my love was sealed.
7. Scariest episode:
"Killed by Death." I *hated* that episode. Children screaming disturb me and give me nightmares.
8. Best kiss/sex scene/romantic whatever... it can be tame or not:
I always liked Cordelia and Xander's first kiss. But then, the kiss Oz gave Willow right before they first had sex was great too.
9. Favorite relationship (of any kind):
Oz and Willow.
10. Set/location you'll miss the most:
The library. It felt like home. *sniff*