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[serafina20]

So, my mom said that I can be anywhere I need to be right now. If I want to go back down and stay with her and my sister, that's fine.

However, by yesterday, my dad had already deteriorated so much, I don't if I have time. I know I can't do the drive two days in a row, and I really don't know how long he'll be alive. I'm a that terrible place of wanting him to hang on for me and wanting him to go so he won't be suffering any more.

I'll have to just wait and see what i feel is best.

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[solo]

That's a horrible situation to be in and I can see why you are torn. Maybe... since there's nothing you can do about it anyway... try to prepare yourself to be grateful whichever way it goes, either for yourself or for him?

Thinking of you!