Today I feel...
Mar. 4th, 2003 07:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
serafina20Present. And really, that's not a bad thing, right? To feel present in the moment and in my life?
I'm going back to my insane reading teacher's class. I really picked the odd people this year; all my teachers drive me crazy. But, good news, three more months and then I'm a student teacher! Well, after the summer (I don't know what I'll be doing this summer, though), next fall I'll be a student teacher. I just need to keep my eye on that so I don't give up and become a professional slash writer. (wouldn't that be nice? Beging paid to write Smallville fanfic?)
stolen from joyfulgirl
[my name is]: Serafina? what? ya think I'm revealing my secret identity?
[in the morning i am]: writing or stretching
[all i need is]: time off
[love is]: okay, I guess
[im afraid of]: fainting
[i dream about]: a lotta stuff. really, seriously long, convoluted and messed up dreams.
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: toss up between reccea, hedra, and lil' sis
[makes you smile]: lil' ssi
[who has a crush on you?]: no one.
[easiest to talk to]: reccea
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: is that rhetorical? or do you really have to ask? *sniff*
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: twice. (2 different best friends)
[been rejected]: All the time
[done something you regret]: Yeah.
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: the answering machine. I had to call home to get someone to put my laundry in the dryer
[hugged]: uh... my little sister?
[you instant messaged]: reccea
[you laughed with]: reccea/little sister
I KNOW: this is just a phase
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: a kitty cat
I WISH: I was already a teacher or a published writer
I HATE: negativity
I MISS: feeling sane
I FEAR: having panic attacks (so any time I've gone out in the past few weeks, I have mini ones. Isn't life grand?)
I HEAR: music
I WONDER: why I feel so out of place among my peers
I REGRET: not going away for school
I LOVE: writing
I ACHE: huh.. I'll have to think about this one
I CARE: about people
I ALWAYS: write every day
I AM NOT: fake
I DANCE: by myself
I SING: all the time
I CRY: all the time < g > When I'm tired, when I hear beautiful song, when I wake up to early, when I'm touched or moved or feel for people too emotionally stunted to cry
I DONT ALWAYS: talk to people
I WRITE: slash, vampires, pirates. Lesson plans
I LOSE: my wallet and keys
I CONFUSE: my parents
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: my room
I SHOULD: be getting read for school
I'm going back to my insane reading teacher's class. I really picked the odd people this year; all my teachers drive me crazy. But, good news, three more months and then I'm a student teacher! Well, after the summer (I don't know what I'll be doing this summer, though), next fall I'll be a student teacher. I just need to keep my eye on that so I don't give up and become a professional slash writer. (wouldn't that be nice? Beging paid to write Smallville fanfic?)
stolen from joyfulgirl
[my name is]: Serafina? what? ya think I'm revealing my secret identity?
[in the morning i am]: writing or stretching
[all i need is]: time off
[love is]: okay, I guess
[im afraid of]: fainting
[i dream about]: a lotta stuff. really, seriously long, convoluted and messed up dreams.
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: toss up between reccea, hedra, and lil' sis
[makes you smile]: lil' ssi
[who has a crush on you?]: no one.
[easiest to talk to]: reccea
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: is that rhetorical? or do you really have to ask? *sniff*
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: twice. (2 different best friends)
[been rejected]: All the time
[done something you regret]: Yeah.
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: the answering machine. I had to call home to get someone to put my laundry in the dryer
[hugged]: uh... my little sister?
[you instant messaged]: reccea
[you laughed with]: reccea/little sister
I KNOW: this is just a phase
I WANT: to be happy
I HAVE: a kitty cat
I WISH: I was already a teacher or a published writer
I HATE: negativity
I MISS: feeling sane
I FEAR: having panic attacks (so any time I've gone out in the past few weeks, I have mini ones. Isn't life grand?)
I HEAR: music
I WONDER: why I feel so out of place among my peers
I REGRET: not going away for school
I LOVE: writing
I ACHE: huh.. I'll have to think about this one
I CARE: about people
I ALWAYS: write every day
I AM NOT: fake
I DANCE: by myself
I SING: all the time
I CRY: all the time < g > When I'm tired, when I hear beautiful song, when I wake up to early, when I'm touched or moved or feel for people too emotionally stunted to cry
I DONT ALWAYS: talk to people
I WRITE: slash, vampires, pirates. Lesson plans
I LOSE: my wallet and keys
I CONFUSE: my parents
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: my room
I SHOULD: be getting read for school
