Today's Update
Feb. 17th, 2003 02:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
serafina20My mind needs a break from work. NOt that looking at the computer screen is much of a break, but words keep jumbling up my head. That's why I'm so dizzy right now. Really. ;)
Anyway, I don't hate my life today. Yesterday, I decided I wasn't going to be depressed, and, for the most part,I wasn't. I had a dangerous moment in the morning when I tried to talk to my mom about Rhi, and started crying, and other low points, but it overall, I didn't feel as bad as I have.
I finished COTW 33 last night. There are 5 sex scenes. Breakdown: 3 Clex, 1 Chloe/Sydney, 1 Dom/Damien. Yes, I know I wrote sex with original characters,which I wasn't going to do, but...it happened. The Chloe/Sydney might be taken out, depending on how I feel about it during revision (and especially dependent on Fabrisse's opinion. She is God). Damien/Dom is probably going to stay,because it's an important scene to me.
Morning was nice. Everyone but my dad and me had today off. I talked my way through hitting the snooze button 4 times (there's a reason I wake up 2 hours earlier than absolutely necessary) and then melted into a puddle during my relaxation tape. Or fell asleep. Who cares; I felt relaxed. Tonight, I'm going to yoga if I finish my reading for tomorrow and start on my lesson plan for math. And tomorrow I won't be depressed either. I swear.
Anyway, I don't hate my life today. Yesterday, I decided I wasn't going to be depressed, and, for the most part,I wasn't. I had a dangerous moment in the morning when I tried to talk to my mom about Rhi, and started crying, and other low points, but it overall, I didn't feel as bad as I have.
I finished COTW 33 last night. There are 5 sex scenes. Breakdown: 3 Clex, 1 Chloe/Sydney, 1 Dom/Damien. Yes, I know I wrote sex with original characters,which I wasn't going to do, but...it happened. The Chloe/Sydney might be taken out, depending on how I feel about it during revision (and especially dependent on Fabrisse's opinion. She is God). Damien/Dom is probably going to stay,because it's an important scene to me.
Morning was nice. Everyone but my dad and me had today off. I talked my way through hitting the snooze button 4 times (there's a reason I wake up 2 hours earlier than absolutely necessary) and then melted into a puddle during my relaxation tape. Or fell asleep. Who cares; I felt relaxed. Tonight, I'm going to yoga if I finish my reading for tomorrow and start on my lesson plan for math. And tomorrow I won't be depressed either. I swear.
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