Need ego-stroking
Aug. 26th, 2004 08:58 pmI'm tired. Exhausted. I think I'm sleeping in tomorrow and then getting more library pockets for the two million books people keep giving me. I'm thankful, but, dude, some of the books? Not age appropirate. And as much as I don't want to censor, I also don't want to take up space with books no one will check out. And I don't like.
And, third grade teacher? The Color Purple just should not be on your shelf. I don't care.
So. Ego stroking. What's your favorite COTW? Any particular reason?
(thanks to
edgecity for the icon.)
And, third grade teacher? The Color Purple just should not be on your shelf. I don't care.
So. Ego stroking. What's your favorite COTW? Any particular reason?
(thanks to
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Date: 2004-08-26 09:15 pm (UTC)I think I tend to prefer the earlier chapters of COTW, since they parallel S1, back when the subtext was so thick you could pound it with one of Lex's phallic water bottles. Plus I like how palpable the thrill of the chase was, of wanting then finally getting. And those first few scenes in tree house...:-)
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Date: 2004-08-26 09:20 pm (UTC)Mmmm... I love their first kiss. That whole scene. My stomach was tied in knots as I wrote it. *sigh*
Or perhaps I underestimate the intelligence of 9 and 10-year-olds(?).</>
Third graders are 8. They'd probably see the book was too long and there's too many words per page, but, then, why have it on your shelf?
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Date: 2004-08-26 09:27 pm (UTC)not at CoTW yet but...
Date: 2004-08-26 10:27 pm (UTC)Pirate: My favorite scene was when Clark shaved Lex. Oh. My. God. I read that part at work and had to excuse myself from my office (in which I work alone in) to go smoke. Not trusting myself at work to read further, I finished it up at home. I think I re-read the entire story three times now. Very nice AU.
*wanders off to be introduced to your CoTW*
Re: not at CoTW yet but...
Date: 2004-08-27 09:15 am (UTC)I stressed out so much writing that scene. I knew i had to make it perfect, and I didn't think I was going to be able to pull it off. I'm not really good at writing non-sexually explicit erotice scenes, but I was really happy with the way it turned out. I do love that fic, too. It was the first thing out of COTW I wrote, and I got to play with pirates, which I love to do. Plus, I managed to work in a Pirates of the Caribbean reference, even though my fic came out first. :)
Enjoy COTW!
I'm back!
Date: 2004-08-30 02:19 pm (UTC)I can't report on a particular favorite at this time but wanted to let you know what's stuck in my head: COTW:24. Lex and Clark in the office of the Talon.
Not answering, Lex went to the wall, resting his head against it. He was silent.
...Lex's right wrist. There was a bracelet around it, dark, no, black by the looks of it. It was wrapped around his wrist a few times, the clasp resting on the fine skin on the inside of Lex's wrist. It was ...
Abruptly, Clark understood.
I can *not* get this scene out of my mind. I want to learn art just so I can draw the picture in my head, set it as my wallpaper, and then stare at it all day. Oh and are there any pictures of Lex out there in a turtleneck? Then I can induce my own fantasy of seeing Lex with a colar on underneath.
Re: I'm back!
Date: 2004-08-31 08:37 pm (UTC)Well, he wore a black turtlnec in Skinwalker. If you can find any screen caps, that's where it'd be.
I want to learn art just so I can draw the picture in my head, set it as my wallpaper, and then stare at it all day.
If you eevr learn to draw, I'd love to see it. ;P
HOpe you enjoy the rest!!!
Re: Honestly?
Date: 2004-08-27 09:17 am (UTC)I do to! I love writing them together. Damien becomes such a different person around Dominic, and i get to explore facets of his personatlity I didn't know where there when I first wrote him. And I love Dominic. He's got one of my favorite personality types, and you're right, not a lot of people write characters like him. He reminds me a lot of Wesely Whyndam-Price from Angel (at least in Wes' early years), and I adore them both. And, happily, Dominic and Damien are goign to be in this next fic. So I'm happy. :)
Oh, and Mark? I mean... Just, yay. Nine times out of ten, I HATE original characters in fanfiction, but your guys are just *cool*. Mark, Damien, the little goth kid whose name has bypassed my limited memory... *pout*
Thank you! I love hearing that people like the OCs. That's a sign that I'm doing something really right. :)
P.S. The goth kid's name is Chad. ;p
Re: Honestly?
Date: 2004-08-27 07:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-27 02:36 am (UTC)I don't know that I have a favourite chapter. I love the early ones, but Im still enjoying them now.
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Date: 2004-08-27 09:19 am (UTC)Yeah, I go back and forth. There's soemthign really fun and innocent in the early chapters, but I love writing these heavy, convoluted things, too. I like making them work for their relationship, you know?
Thanks!
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Date: 2004-08-27 08:57 am (UTC)Fave COTW? Hmmmmmm. I would have to say 38: Boiling Point. Because I was getting entirely too sick of the way Lex was treating Clark and how Clark wouldn't speak up. He did finally in the letter but then Lex still didn't understand. I wanted to throttle both of them. So, the ring was great because it gave Clark the ability to completely speak his mind and make Lex listen. Oh! And of course, they got back together and that was cool, too. lol
Rai
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Date: 2004-08-27 09:21 am (UTC)I think that, even with everything that came before, this was where the dynamics in the relationship really started to change. Any time Clark started getting equal footing before, something would happen, and it usually centered around the devestating loss of self that Lionel did to him. And poor Lex just coudln't let himself become vulnerable enough to let Clark all the way in and to really listen was what going on. I think, though, that after Boiling Point,a nd after Clark pushed Lex to his limits (or the limits he had then; there are still more to be tested, I think), that stubbron part of Lex finally started to believe that Clark wasn't going to turn out like everyone else.
Plus? The sex was *so* much fun to write. :P
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Date: 2004-08-27 06:14 pm (UTC)*laughs* Yes, I do love your sex scenes, hon. The ones in Metropolis Confidential were especially hot. *winks*
Rai
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Date: 2004-08-27 07:44 pm (UTC)The name of that fic is escaping me at the moment (maybe it was Wandering the Valley). I don't think I even realized that lEx didn't see Clark as a man until that point, and it shocked me to see it was true.
God, I love writing this fic. *sighs happily*
Behind in the stroking -which sounds deliciously slashy
Date: 2004-08-29 07:11 am (UTC)#5: Sick! Sick, Sick, Sick, Sick, Sick. I ::heart:: that one mightily, as you well know. *g* Primarily because it turns into a true AU from that point. Also, because I like Lex's telling his dad off with a stuffed up nose and how Clark/Lex is found out when they hadn't actually done more than kiss and it was all so new, but Lionel saw it in his usual nasty-perverted way (and thus becoming the beginning of the Lionel-plotting against Clark/Lex).
#34: Breaking Apart is my second favorite, for that whole Footsteps conversation we had once. The need for the boys to be able to stand on their own before they can walk side-by-side, or be able to carry one another. Painful breakup, but so understandable, and it came through in that fic.
Another one I like: #42 Wander through the Valley: Especially where Lex breaks down with Martha and then the end where Lex and Clark visit the cemetery. You showed some of the depths of Lex's psychological problems - making me wonder if Lex shouldn't be on anti-depressants in this universe, too, like he is in LLAR - and also Clark finially fully grieves for Ryan as well as him making that transition from teen to adulthood, which usually happens around the cusp of 18/19 after graduating high school.
Soon, I shall have to re-read all of these again from the beginning. :)
Re: Behind in the stroking -which sounds deliciously slashy
Date: 2004-08-29 09:22 am (UTC)#5: Sick! Sick, Sick, Sick, Sick, Sick.
I almost wrote in the entry that you were going to say this. :) And I totally agree. This remains one of my all time favorite parts in the series precicely for all the reasons you mentioned. Plus, you know. Sick Lex, whom I adore. :)
Painful breakup, but so understandable, and it came through in that fic.
And so painful to write, too. *sigh*
You showed some of the depths of Lex's psychological problems - making me wonder if Lex shouldn't be on anti-depressants in this universe, too, like he is in LLAR -
I've wondered that too, especially with the stuff I'm writing now (Lex just found out about Lionel bugging him in COTW 47). I don't want to repeat stories or tell the same thing in two separate fics, and yet, he's just so off balance. And, technically, his mental instability is canon, even if, in Shattered Lionel pushed him there rather than Lex just breaking. I actually think that in COTW it's more likely that Lex would break himself and sooner just because he's dealing with so much more (Clark, CLark, and, oh yeah, Clark). So I'll have to see what happens as we go on, whether he goes to the island, and if he's able to hole it all together.
Soon, I shall have to re-read all of these again from the beginning. :)
Enjoy!!! And than you so much for the ego-stroking. :P
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Date: 2004-08-29 03:19 pm (UTC)Mmm...good stuff. I still need to print out the last two or so so I can add them to the enormous stack of paper that is COTW.
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Date: 2004-08-31 08:35 pm (UTC)It's funny how many people have said that. :)
I'm really fond of Boiling Point, too. It's the one I keep reading over and over again of the most recent batch.
Tahnks!!!!
Corner of the World 35: Scattered Pieces
Date: 2004-09-04 12:19 pm (UTC)Re: Corner of the World 35: Scattered Pieces
Date: 2004-09-06 08:42 pm (UTC)My episode was better anyway. Any story that winds up with Lex being sick is automatically better, in my opinion. :)
Thanks for the ego-stroke!