Off to a promising start

*grrrr!* So, I couldn't sleep all night since i was having panic attacks about the possiblity of subbign today. I was terrified about getting called, about not getting called, about the only job being open was on the other side of town where i couldn't get to and having to turn it down. My chest hurt from anxiety. I had a horrible dream where a little girl who'd been living in a hotel with her father was getting molested by the hotel owner and finally told her dad, only to find out the day was purposely pimping the little girl out. Then the little girl threw up. Then I thought *I* was going to throw up.

Then I woke up to find my cat throwing up on my bedspread.

Fuckcrapshitgoddamnit!

Anyway, I didn't get a job, I am exhausted, and now i have to go get my bedspread washed. Yah me. (said flatly)

And it continues...

I fell! I fucking fell! I never fall. Ever. And I fell.

And hurt my knee. Ah, the irony kills me. I have been unsuccessful in my search for kneepads, and, since I actually have looked instead of believing myself to be invincible, I fell on my rollerblades and hurt my knee. And my elbow.

This is all garryowen's fault. ;P

This day has been so bad, it's almost laughable.

Various Updates

1. My knee seems to be fine, my elbow is a little sore, and I am definitely going to try to get my feet aclimated to my sisters blades instead of mine. Yes, it was going full speed over a patch of rough concrete that tripped me (thus making it not garryowen's fault), but my blades were acting weird anyway.

2. I was unable to secure a sub job tomorrow, making me very unhappy. I still may get a call in the early morning, but I won't know until then and that just sucks.

3. I got COTW 42 beta's back from 2 betas and am waiting for #3. Hopefully it will be posted this week.

4. I think I'm going to make a LJ entry linking to all the COTW's so when someone asks for a link to them all, I can give them it. It's too confusing the way it is now

And now, more Reporter!Lex

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