Life goes on
Mar. 15th, 2003 10:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
serafina20My mom thinks that the reason I haven't been going out and doing anything lately isn't because there's something wrong with me (like I'm so scarred from fainting at my birthday, I'm afraid to go out) but because I'm tired of always having to go out alone. Becuase I do. While my friends have other friends that they do things with and go places with, I'm always alone. I have to do everything by myself and I'm tired of it. Unfortunatly, I don't know a) how to meet new people or b) where to meet new people. So, for now, I'm pretty much stuck, lonley, a little depressed, and bored out of my mind.
Once again, I hate it when my mother is right.
Alphabet Meme
A - Age: 24
B - Best Quality: Intelligence or imagination
C - Choice of Meat: Chicken. It tastes good.
D - Date: September, 1996. I don't remember the exact date, but this was the month I met all my Disneyland friends and made my first real stab at obsessive fangirlishness.
E - Ex (most recent): I guess... Shaun. This was about, what? Four years ago? Whenever Wesley first appear on Buffy the Vampire slayer. I knew him in high school and had a big crush on him. Then I bumped into him in college, asked him out, and we dated for about three months. And then, we just stopped talking. But he's the last person I was really 'together' with.
F - Favorite Food: Chocolate chip ice cream
G - Greatest Accomplishment: Teaching reading for a whole summer where I was totally on my own for most of the time and responsible for driving very long distances and making my own hotel accommodations.
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: My sister and I went to Knotts Berry farm. We thought we were tired, so we decided to do 'just one more ride.' We ended up getting a rush and stayed until closing, just having a great time.
I - Internal Conflicts: Getting out and doing things. I want to meet people, but I'm always alone and I think that makes it harder. I wish I knew a good way to make friends. Or just a way.
J - Jail Time: Funny. No.
K - Kool-Aid: Yuck.
L - Love: I'm sure would be nice, but I've never been. Well, I might have been, but it's never been reciprocated.
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: Family pictures, a chest full of my writing.
N - Name: means 'warrior maiden.' I worry about the 'maiden' part. Why can't they just stop being coy and say, "Yes. You _will_ die a virgin," and get it over with?
O - Outfit You Love: black cargo pants and red baseball tee. Or my boys shorts and tank top
P - Pizza Toppings: Cheese and olives
Q - Question You Want To Ask: Why am I so out of place all the time?
R - Road Trip: Somewhere fun. Maybe across country with a bunch of fangirls? Anyone wanna join me?
S - Sport To Watch: Uh, none, really. Ice skating, I guess.
T - Television Show: Smallville, Angel, Buffy, Gilmore Girls, Friends, Everwood, Simpsons. Smallville is my favorite.
U - Unique Habit: bouncing.
V - Voice: Makes it possible for people to hear me speak.
W - Winter: I would like to see this 'winter' someday.
X - X-ray: The last one was of my chest. To see if I was having a heart attack or something. I don’t know why they took it. I also had a chest x-ray done over the summer. I've had a few of my back, one of my wrist, and one of my thumb (hand)
Y - Your Name If You'd Been Born The Opposite Sex: Probably the same. My mother knew I was a girl, so she didn't plan.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Aquarius.
Once again, I hate it when my mother is right.
Alphabet Meme
A - Age: 24
B - Best Quality: Intelligence or imagination
C - Choice of Meat: Chicken. It tastes good.
D - Date: September, 1996. I don't remember the exact date, but this was the month I met all my Disneyland friends and made my first real stab at obsessive fangirlishness.
E - Ex (most recent): I guess... Shaun. This was about, what? Four years ago? Whenever Wesley first appear on Buffy the Vampire slayer. I knew him in high school and had a big crush on him. Then I bumped into him in college, asked him out, and we dated for about three months. And then, we just stopped talking. But he's the last person I was really 'together' with.
F - Favorite Food: Chocolate chip ice cream
G - Greatest Accomplishment: Teaching reading for a whole summer where I was totally on my own for most of the time and responsible for driving very long distances and making my own hotel accommodations.
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: My sister and I went to Knotts Berry farm. We thought we were tired, so we decided to do 'just one more ride.' We ended up getting a rush and stayed until closing, just having a great time.
I - Internal Conflicts: Getting out and doing things. I want to meet people, but I'm always alone and I think that makes it harder. I wish I knew a good way to make friends. Or just a way.
J - Jail Time: Funny. No.
K - Kool-Aid: Yuck.
L - Love: I'm sure would be nice, but I've never been. Well, I might have been, but it's never been reciprocated.
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: Family pictures, a chest full of my writing.
N - Name: means 'warrior maiden.' I worry about the 'maiden' part. Why can't they just stop being coy and say, "Yes. You _will_ die a virgin," and get it over with?
O - Outfit You Love: black cargo pants and red baseball tee. Or my boys shorts and tank top
P - Pizza Toppings: Cheese and olives
Q - Question You Want To Ask: Why am I so out of place all the time?
R - Road Trip: Somewhere fun. Maybe across country with a bunch of fangirls? Anyone wanna join me?
S - Sport To Watch: Uh, none, really. Ice skating, I guess.
T - Television Show: Smallville, Angel, Buffy, Gilmore Girls, Friends, Everwood, Simpsons. Smallville is my favorite.
U - Unique Habit: bouncing.
V - Voice: Makes it possible for people to hear me speak.
W - Winter: I would like to see this 'winter' someday.
X - X-ray: The last one was of my chest. To see if I was having a heart attack or something. I don’t know why they took it. I also had a chest x-ray done over the summer. I've had a few of my back, one of my wrist, and one of my thumb (hand)
Y - Your Name If You'd Been Born The Opposite Sex: Probably the same. My mother knew I was a girl, so she didn't plan.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Aquarius.
