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serafina20Two panic attacks in three days. One migraine that lasted all day. An upset stomach. An impending sense of doom.
Oh, yeah. The next few months are going to be *fun*. Top my sudden terror of trying to find a job, work, finish school, and move out with my mom's insistence that if I get a job locally, I should continue living at home so I can pay off student loans for a few months ....
I am *never* going to a) get out of this house, b) get laid, and c) grow up.
Let's hope I don't have another panic attack tonight. In last night's moments between waking and sleeping, I was Dominic, trying not to throw up, while one of my students berated me for being such an idiot. And at one point, my cat joined in on the chastisement. *sigh* It would have been amusing if I hadn't thought I was dying.
I'm getting a Clark/Lex cake in two weeks, right? To celebrate being certified?
Oh, yeah. The next few months are going to be *fun*. Top my sudden terror of trying to find a job, work, finish school, and move out with my mom's insistence that if I get a job locally, I should continue living at home so I can pay off student loans for a few months ....
I am *never* going to a) get out of this house, b) get laid, and c) grow up.
Let's hope I don't have another panic attack tonight. In last night's moments between waking and sleeping, I was Dominic, trying not to throw up, while one of my students berated me for being such an idiot. And at one point, my cat joined in on the chastisement. *sigh* It would have been amusing if I hadn't thought I was dying.
I'm getting a Clark/Lex cake in two weeks, right? To celebrate being certified?
