Thoughts about my Rachel

If I were a normal Sueauthor, this would have been my Rachel Adams. She's got the right coloring, she's sexy, she kicks ass, and Dean would be all over her in a second. As a self-insert, she's what I wouldn't mind looking like and, as a woman, she's definitely someone I wouldn't mind being with.

But, but, but....She's just so cute!!!!. She's not overly beautiful, she's not dangerously sexy, she doesn't look threatening. She's got hidden power and looks hella smart (not that Eliza doesn't) and she's got the innocence that Rachel needs. And she's adorable without being too cutesy.

Plus (and I'm a dirty old lady for saying) she's got the right curves to peak Dean's interest. She's not Eliza, but she's Rachel.

Cute!

And I like not being a normal sueauthor.

I had a dream that I think I'd had an affair with Rutger Hauer. We knew each other in a strangely intimate way, even if we didn't get to talk to each other. I need to practice lucid dreaming so, next time, i can fucking seduce that man.

Get away rabid fic bunnies!!!

I want to write more post-Reckoning COTW fic. I mean, I have the compulsion and some of the scenes (just a couple). But... but... no. I have 52 to start.

*the bunnies stalk me*