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serafina20) wrote2003-12-02 06:12 pm
serafina20) wrote2003-12-02 06:12 pm
Meh
Two panic attacks in three days. One migraine that lasted all day. An upset stomach. An impending sense of doom.
Oh, yeah. The next few months are going to be *fun*. Top my sudden terror of trying to find a job, work, finish school, and move out with my mom's insistence that if I get a job locally, I should continue living at home so I can pay off student loans for a few months ....
I am *never* going to a) get out of this house, b) get laid, and c) grow up.
Let's hope I don't have another panic attack tonight. In last night's moments between waking and sleeping, I was Dominic, trying not to throw up, while one of my students berated me for being such an idiot. And at one point, my cat joined in on the chastisement. *sigh* It would have been amusing if I hadn't thought I was dying.
I'm getting a Clark/Lex cake in two weeks, right? To celebrate being certified?
Oh, yeah. The next few months are going to be *fun*. Top my sudden terror of trying to find a job, work, finish school, and move out with my mom's insistence that if I get a job locally, I should continue living at home so I can pay off student loans for a few months ....
I am *never* going to a) get out of this house, b) get laid, and c) grow up.
Let's hope I don't have another panic attack tonight. In last night's moments between waking and sleeping, I was Dominic, trying not to throw up, while one of my students berated me for being such an idiot. And at one point, my cat joined in on the chastisement. *sigh* It would have been amusing if I hadn't thought I was dying.
I'm getting a Clark/Lex cake in two weeks, right? To celebrate being certified?
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I'm sure the cat was just being a cat. I wouldn't take it personally. *g*
I don't know if I can make a Clark/Lex cake. What would that LOOK like?? I'm kinda scared to know...
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Don't worry about making one. I was just kidding, mostly. A few weeks ago, I got the idea that for my birthday, I wanted to get a cake with a slashy picture of Clark and Lex on it in frosting. Because their love is so sweet, of course. ;) Of course, I don't really want to pay the money for the cost (I don't know how much it would be, but I imagine not cheap), so I'm not goign to get it. Maybe when I actually get a job. But, until then, regular cakes will do just nicely. ;)
I'm feeling so much better today. The difference is dramatic. :)