So, a million years ago, back in the stone age, I wrote the Angel the series epic fic. Then, when I started to get really good at writing, I realized all the mistakes I made in that fic and started to rewrite it. (Then I decided I was going to turn that into an original novel, only instead of Wesley being the hero, a girl was and then I realized I need to build the universe and somehow I ended up with Dark Goddess, which only has one character from the original fic/idea and... I don't even know anymore. But that's not the point).
The point is, I was rewriting it. Last night, I decided to reread it. And, even though it's OCC, I don't care because I *love* the story and the writing and everything.
But then, I just stopped writing! In the middle of a scene! In the middle of this huge angsty arc (Wesley and Lindsey finally admitted they were totally in love and have this magical connection, but then he Powers that Be make Oz, who's an Oracle, erase Lindsey's memories because he's spying on Wolfram and Hart, but they don't wipe Wesley's memories, and now Wesley is miserable and stuck in relationship with Angel, who kills the magic power in him and then they start breaking up and...)
So I tried to go back to the original.
And it's so bad. It's so, so bad. And now I'm depressed.
It's like that time I reread all of Corner of the World and got to the last one posted and realized I was done. And there was no more. SAD!
WHY DON'T I FINISH THINGS?????